fallin
the leaves are turning red, piling up on the ground.
it's raining heaps.
normally, the rain would make me want to cry. but it's quite perfect for the mood i was in today.
things have been a bit of a whirlwind the past few weeks.
like a bit of a lot of a whirlwind.
so now i'm coming off a high. i was pretty numb for the whole day. as i'd been for the beginning of '07.
sitting on the bus from kuring gai to the city was just blah. i literally felt dead inside. like it was too much energy to even emote.
so i was glad it was raining. if it was sunny, i'd feel like i'd need to be at the beach and shit. but now it's a perfect time to stay in and wallow. or just mellow.
i saw asa right as i got into the city and i love that girl so much.
she said all the right things to get me unnumb again, and now i actually feel placated. not quite happy, but i really value what she had to say.
being on this exchange has just allowed me to meet wonderful people. and even though she's from sweden, i feel like we'll be connected for a long time to come :)
that girl took me on a road trip to the blue mountains last friday and it was just what i needed.
yeah so we saw some roos finally! eee!
at first they were behind some fencing, just chilling.
but in the evening, they were oot and aboot!
too bad my night flash sucks, cuz it's really hard to see how awesome they were.
sooo beautiful.
i'm no nature girl by any means. but it was unbelievable.
ike i wouldn't dare camp here. a day trip was just perfect.
i really appeciate asa taking me here. i actually felt at peace with myself. and she was fantastic company as well.
she's one of the few few people who understand me, and it's so strange that i just met her. but i highly value who she is and the fact that she will be there for me.
friends are so precious. especially local friends when you're away from home.
patrick has been a great bud too lately.
sadly, he's the only dude i've had a functional friendship with without having hooked up with him.
this weekend we chilled at the beach cuz the sun was out, the sky was clear. it was nice. i woulda ended up there anyway, but it was nice to have the company.
also he took me to a housewarming party. i need to get back into the party circuit, but i haven't been myself lately. it has been hard for me to have fun. but i'm glad i went, i met some lovely people.
on sunday we went to the museum of contemporary art.
...yeah i don't know what that's all about. but it looked like a penis getting flaccid then erect. it's deep.
nice and rooted haha.
and pat reminds me of alice and wonderland.
oh yeah, we took the ped-a-pod there. it was onlt $15 dollars! even better than a cab! that seriously made my life. i felt like an awkward princess, people kept pointing and laughing at us on the street.
the random adventures i get myself in are pretty fantastic.
i can;t wait for lynn to come cuz i know there will be chock more of those.
big brother just started here and it's heaps different than the american version. way more hyped up.
at this point in my life, it would be interesting to play a game like that. i love watching these shows cuz they're a lovely social experiement to observe. but parttaking something would be very fascinating too.
ew, one of these chicks has the fakest tits i've seen ever. and the worst blonde dye job.
but another interesting show for me to do would be the bachelorette. seriously.
that could be the biggest headache ever, but also something wonderful.
i'm trying to be less bitter. i dunno if it's working.
asa's really helped me put things into perspective. i'm glad. after a while, my head feels screwed on properly again.
back to bb.
Hey dude, we're blog buddies now! My blog is back: http://wheatandindifference.blogspot.com. I got your email and I'll reply once I'm out west and by my computer at work. But I miss you and it's nice to be here again checking up on the details of what you've been up to!!