goodbye americans
4:22 p.m.
so they're gone.
and how did we celebrate our sendoff? at the landsdowne of course.
and what did i end up doing?
leaving the americans and making new friends of course.
i am such a random. after i bought the first 2 jugs, i was loosened up enough to introduce myself to a dude that gave me a stirring stick. and then i hung out with his friends the rest of the night.
and they got me drunk.
i was so fucking wasted. it's been a while since i've been that fucked. probably last time was the mayor's dinner at the beginning of the month when i passed out when b was brushing his teeth.
and it's retarded cuz i ended up going out with them after the bar, while i lived right across the street.
oy, alcohol severely clouds my judgement.
i can't wait till lynn gets here so she can ensure that i don't do such random things.
i mean, back home i've never been so random. never. like i don't go with my friends to a bar, then ditch them to meet strangers.
i'm glad i can do that, that i'm not inhibited to meeting new people. but it's always under strange circumstances that don't allow for a followup hangout without drinking.
granted, i usually go to the bar with lynn or a date. lynn always keeps me laughing. and it's rude for me to bail on a date. so it's understandable why i dont wander off so much in canadia.
if my addition is correct, i've ditched my mates 3 times. all from being ridiculously ridiculously shitfaced. i like my false sense of confidence.
but i'm not a fan of my lack of self-control.
like i set a rule for myself and i broke it.
i don't regret it, not gonna shit myself or anything. but i really gotta work hard to stick to my guns.
i was good with other things. no needless/inappropriate drunk communication.
i'm leaving ben alone for now. things got complicated, so hopefully time and space will de-complicate things. i really enjoyed his friendship, his company and the ease i felt chilling with him and his friends. but he got the feeling that it was turning into a relationship. and while i really started caring about him and wanted to spend heaps of time with him and his posse, he wasn't ready for that. it sucks. heaps.
but can't do anything about it really. like i could be creepy and show up unannounced and shit like that, but that'll only make matters worse. as much as i love forcing my friends to hang out with me, i can;t do it when things are too delicate.
anyway, hopefully i can make friends and not get ridiculously drunk that it's too awkward for there to be a next time.
travelling with lynn will be conducive for fun times and meeting sexy strangers. but im sure it'll be chock full of randomness. whateva
only 10 days!!!
sweet az.
and how did we celebrate our sendoff? at the landsdowne of course.
and what did i end up doing?
leaving the americans and making new friends of course.
i am such a random. after i bought the first 2 jugs, i was loosened up enough to introduce myself to a dude that gave me a stirring stick. and then i hung out with his friends the rest of the night.
and they got me drunk.
i was so fucking wasted. it's been a while since i've been that fucked. probably last time was the mayor's dinner at the beginning of the month when i passed out when b was brushing his teeth.
and it's retarded cuz i ended up going out with them after the bar, while i lived right across the street.
oy, alcohol severely clouds my judgement.
i can't wait till lynn gets here so she can ensure that i don't do such random things.
i mean, back home i've never been so random. never. like i don't go with my friends to a bar, then ditch them to meet strangers.
i'm glad i can do that, that i'm not inhibited to meeting new people. but it's always under strange circumstances that don't allow for a followup hangout without drinking.
granted, i usually go to the bar with lynn or a date. lynn always keeps me laughing. and it's rude for me to bail on a date. so it's understandable why i dont wander off so much in canadia.
if my addition is correct, i've ditched my mates 3 times. all from being ridiculously ridiculously shitfaced. i like my false sense of confidence.
but i'm not a fan of my lack of self-control.
like i set a rule for myself and i broke it.
i don't regret it, not gonna shit myself or anything. but i really gotta work hard to stick to my guns.
i was good with other things. no needless/inappropriate drunk communication.
i'm leaving ben alone for now. things got complicated, so hopefully time and space will de-complicate things. i really enjoyed his friendship, his company and the ease i felt chilling with him and his friends. but he got the feeling that it was turning into a relationship. and while i really started caring about him and wanted to spend heaps of time with him and his posse, he wasn't ready for that. it sucks. heaps.
but can't do anything about it really. like i could be creepy and show up unannounced and shit like that, but that'll only make matters worse. as much as i love forcing my friends to hang out with me, i can;t do it when things are too delicate.
anyway, hopefully i can make friends and not get ridiculously drunk that it's too awkward for there to be a next time.
travelling with lynn will be conducive for fun times and meeting sexy strangers. but im sure it'll be chock full of randomness. whateva
only 10 days!!!
sweet az.
